Saturday, October 3, 2009

Holy Shit I'm Tired

So this weekend is Belleville's notorious "chili cook-off weekend"--it looks like half carnival half cook off, all on Main Street right outside my bar!  So needless to say we are going in early, and leaving late.

For the challenge, I thought the weekends would be the easiest since I get off after all the bars close--WRONG!   I was EXHAUSTED five times over last night, up from coffee, down from food, up from Red Bull, and was like "What's next?"  NOTHING.  I am quite proud of myself.  It's been 10 days.

And I do feel good.  Do I think I could do this forever?  No.  Do I want to do this forever? No.  But I'm not going to wash the two week detox (excuse the pun) down the drain; I want to take things more slow for now on.  Sure everyone has a "bad night" here or there, but I want to limit those as well.  I am fun without drinking.  Right?

Right? Staff of wine bar?  Right? Charles?

Whatev bitches.

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